Back in the 'Burgh

so, here i am about 2 1/2 years later... back in the 'burgh. it has been a while since i've written on my blog because things were hectic with the move. levi is working at a power plant and i am currently looking for work...or a higher eduction program. actually, i don't really know what i want to do with my life just yet. i do know that i want to do something before levi and me decide to start a family (which won't be any time soon, so don't start spreading rumors). some days i feel really lost and other days i feel like i know exactly what God wants me to do. the way i feel changes all the time, so its been pretty confusing. i'm scared about the idea of doing more school, but i also don't feel like settling for a job that isn't exactly what i want just so i can have a job. anyway, the up side to having all this free time is that i've had time to relax, enjoy the outdoors, get in touch with people, and reflect on God. the downside is that i get really bored sometimes, i miss levi a lot, everybody else works, and if i don't get my butt off the couch then i end up watching daytime tv even when i don't really want to. its hard to not get sucked into getting up really late and doing nothing all day. when i decide to go that route, my day is really depressing so i'm trying hard to fight that urge. we live by this huge park with a lake. i'm determined to walk around the whole thing everyday. it takes me about 2 hours and 45 minutes. so far i've been successful...except when it storms, which its done the past couple days. i can't wait until the weather is warmer and sunnier!! levi and me want to get rollerblades. i had a pair when i was younger, but if i try now it could be quite hilarious. well, i am going to go clean and make dinner. good night, and good luck.